10 Agustus 2011

10 Agustus 2011... texting w/dimas... then... you know what?... he shoot me... OMG!!

yayaa dimas itu temen tk gua, dan gua aja bingung dan gatau kalo tbtb dia bisa nongol lg. gua aja udah lupa sama dia, tp dianya inget gua ckck ok good. jd dulu itu kita satu tk, trus pas ada kartinian disekolah, gua sama dia itu pasang2an. trus nykp gua sama dia tuh deket, yaa biasa lah ibu2 yg suka nungguin anaknya sekolah. masa ya kan gua nanya nykp soal dimas, katanya tuh dimas dulu suka bilang ke nykpnya kalo gua itu pacarnyaaa astagaa:O trus dia kalo ditanyain pacarnya siapa pasti jawabnya finka aaa lucubgt pasti:3 nah setelah lama lostcontact, waktu itu dia ngechat gua, trus ngobrol2 deh, yaa begitulah akhirnya, gua deket sama dia.

pas tggl 10 kemaren, gua kan lg smsan sama dia, cuma ngobrol2 biasa truss tbtb dia tuh nembak gua gitu. gua bingung setengah mampus mau jawab apa. banyak faktor sih yg bikin gua bingung.
1. gua baru aja single dan blm lama pts (wlwpun mntn udh pnya pcr bru-_-)
2. gua masih sakit grgr tragedi ptsnya gua-_-
3. gua sama dia deket blm lama2 amat
4. gua sama dia blm pernah ketemu lg
5. gua takut disakitin lagi
6. gua...ragu,takut
tptptptpppp gua kan cerita semuanya ke temen2 gua, dan mereka itu pada nyuruh gua buat terima dia dan harus terima-_- aahh gua bingung bgtt. emang iya sih dia tuh baik, yaa perhatian, trus dia tuh setia! masa ya kan gua mau terima dia tanggal 9 september biar 9911 gtt, eehh dianya mau.katanya gapapa dia nunggu trus dia mau berjuang, mau sabar, yaa itu demi ngedapetin gua. aaa sosweet setia bgt gila. sebenernya sih gua jawab bulan depan jg maksudnya biar bisa lebih ngenal satu sama lain, pdkt dulu lah. soalnya kalo ga gitu ntar gua dimainin lg, disakitin lg, yg ada gua lama2 bisa gila grgr beginian doang-_- tp pokoknya gua seneng deh bisa kenal dimas hehe:p insyaAllah nanti gua terima;D;3

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oke sekarang gua nyesek bgtt!!grgr lo dan lo! lo ngrti dong perasaan gua, lo tuh udah nyakitin gua. sakiiitt bgtt woy nyadar dong. lo tuh punya urat mau gak sih? lo tau ada 3 hal yg bikin gua sakit, nyesek, capek. pertama kita putus pas hari ultah gua! kedua lo jadian 'sehari' setelah kita putus! ketiga lo jadian sama temen deket gua sndiri! sakit woy, rasain apa yg gua rasain. yaAllah kurang sabar apa lagi sih gua? kurang menderita apa ha?!! baru 1hr, ll pikir pake otak lo 1hr tuh ga lama, lo udah pindah aja dari gua! secepet itukah?! terus sebelumnya gua tuh apa? gua siapa?:'( sadar dong gua itu perempuan. hargain gua jangan lo mikirin diri sendiri aja. mikirin kesenengan sendiri mainmainin cewe! apa maksud lo?! lo lagi, lo tuh sadar ga kalo lo temen deket gua? kenapa lo MTin gua? ok gua tau gua udah gaada hak karena gua udah bukan siapa2 dia lagi. tp hello... you couldn't find another guy? kenapa mantan pacar temen lo sendiri? berati sebelumnya lo emang udah suka sama dia ya? ha ha good job lucu bgt gila. gapunya otak, gapunya hati lo. ngaca dong lo siapa? lo tuh temen yg baik. deket sama gua, tp kenapa ujung2nya malah MT? lo itu udah nusuk gua dari belakang. gapunya kaca ya jadi ga malu? apa urat malunya udah putus? kasian bgt sih lo. aaaa pokoknya gua benci lo berdua, gua gaakan mau maafin lo berdua! rasa sakit gua udah terlalu besar, udah gabisa dibayar pake perlakuan apapun. udah terlalu ngena, nyesek! cukstaw ya lo berdua!!!:'( :'(

birthday bad day

ok my birthday my bad day, finka-habib is over</3 :''''(

my birthday :D

hayhayy hari ini gue ultah loh haha. ga nyangka ya umur gua udah 14th, udah tambah tua deh-_- haha tp gapapa makin dewasa amiin. gua seneng ultah gua yg ke14 gua punya habib, tp dari kemaren gua tuh lg slek sama dia. sampe sekarang pun slek gua sama dia ga kelar. pas dia abis ngucapin sih udah mulai baikan, tp tbtb mulain lg-_- jd kan dia nanya ke gua ada dirumah ga hari ini, katanya dia mau ngasih something gitu. trus gua bilang ntar mau pergi eh dia maksa nanya2in mulu. yaudah tuh debat lagi. abis itu katanya gua suruh ngambil somethingnya itu di kak devi, lah kan gua jarang bgt main keluar rumah gimana mau ngambil ke dia. yaudah gua suruh dia ngasih ntar aja pas bukber. jd gua kan mau nraktir bukber di bepek eh katanya dia gabisa, yaudah gua suruh dia besok aja disekolah ngasihnya eh dianya gamau. yakan bingung gua gatau mau gimana.yaudahlah liat nanti aja gimana, semoga dia ga marah bener2:( ohiya nanti sore gua ngajak anak paskib bukber di bepek. ga semua anak paskib siih paling yg kls9 aja. gini lah kalo ultah pas bulan puasa ujung2nya nraktir pas bukber haha. ternyata ultah itu capek juga ya kalo diucapin banyak2 ribeeeeet bgt dah ngebalesnya harus satusatu. yaa kalo ga dibalesin satusatu gaenak lah. tadi aja ngebalesin ucapan sejam lebih ampe tangan kriting hahaha. tp gapapa seneng kok, seneeeng banget. gua sih berharap di ultah ke14 ini keinginan2 gua bisa tercapai amiiin. trus juga doa2 dari ucapan temen2 bisa terwujud juga amiiiin ya rabb hehe:D

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ok akhir2 ini gue ngerasa bingung banget dan badmood. badmood kenapa? gatau deh. gue ngerasa kadang suka ga mood buat ngapa2in sekalipun ngobrol atau ngomong. aneh bgt kan gue-_- trus habib juga jadi ngerasa beda sama gue. dia bilang gue berubah. katanya dia pengen gue yg dulu, tp gue aja bingung gue yg dulu itu gimana. yaa mungkin dulu gue emang gasuka nunjukkin kalo gue lagi bm, tp makin lama masalah gue makin banyak jd kebablasan deh bm gue. gue juga suka galau tbtb. gue ngerasa bosen sama hidup ini. gue juga suka mikir kenapa mereka2 yg disana bisa bahagia sedangkan gue? gue harus nangisin kehidupan gue yg aneh. sebenernya bukan kehidupan gue yg menyangkut keluarga gue. keluarga gue sih biasa aja dan fine aja. tp kehidupan gue sendiri, pikiran gue, dan masalah pribadi gue. gue pengen bgt ngerasa bebas. gue pengen bgt ngerasa kalo gue juga berhak buat bahagia, tp susah. ah gatau lah gue pusing, gue bingung, gue capek blablabla

My Love

An empty street
An empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller

I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah

And oh my love
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for a love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue to see you once again
My love

Overseas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green to see you once again
My love

I try to read
I go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself
From thinking
Oh no

I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together
Oh yeah

And oh my love
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue to see you once again
My love

Overseas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green to see you once again

To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from my heart
You're all I'm thinking of

Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue to see you once again
My love

Overseas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green to see you once again
My love

Say a little prayer
Dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue to see you once again

Overseas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green to see you once again
My love

I Have a Dream

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope, with anything
If you see the wonder, of a fairytale
You can take the future, even if you fail
I believe in angels, something good in everything I see
I believe in angels, when I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream, I have a dream

Oh yeah
I have a dream, a fantasy
To help me through, reality
And my destination, makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness, still another mile
I believe in angels, something good in everything I see
I believe in angels, when I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream, I have a dream

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope, with anything
If you see the wonder, of a fairytale
You can take the future, even if you fail
I believe in angels, something good in everything I see
I believe in angels, when I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream, I have a dream

I'll cross the stream
I have a dream...

Westlife

Blog, kamu tau westlife ga? itu tuh grup musik dari irlandia. dulu tuh aku suka bgt sm westlife, trus pas udah gede aku lupa sm grup ini. pas itu papahku nyetel lagu westlife, eh aku keinget lagi. trus aku nyari lagulagu westlife di youtube ambil dengerin. duuh lagunya tuh enakenaaaak bgt. dari situ aku mulai suka lagi sm grup ini. anggotanya ada 5  Shane Filan,Kian Egan, Nicky Byrne,Mark Feehily sama Bryan McFadden. tapi antara thn 2004/2005 gitu Bryan McFadden keluar dari westlife :( sayang bgt yaa, padahal westlife gak seru kalo personilnya ga lengkap huhu:(( 

mau liat biodata sama personilnya? nih liat

              

Shane Filan

Nama lengkap : Shane Steven Filan

Nama panggilan : Shane, Steven

TTL : Sligo, 5 Juli 1979

Ibu : May

Ayah : Peter

Band pertama : SC4

☺ Ia adalah orang yang sangat lembut dan baik. Dia tak pernah membentak wanita,
meski merasa kesal. Dia hanya akan menegur wanita itu dengan senyuman, dan
kata-kata yang halus.
Tetapi itu dia, mengapa hampir 10 tahun nggak ada cewek yang mau sama dia.
Karena ia terlalu pendiam sebagai cowok. Nggak suka pergi ke bar yang ramai.
Nggak suka tempat ramai, kecuali pesta. Di pesta itu pun ia suka menyendiri.
Padahal teman-teman Westlife sering mengajak ia pergi jalan-jalan, untuk sekedar
have fun di bar. Sekalian bantuin dia cari cewek. Mungkin aja ada yang mau. Tapi
nggak ada hasil. Bukan ceweknya yang nggak mau. Shane pun malas berhubungan
dengan cewek. Ia pernah patah hati.
Shane pernah rebutan cewek sama Mark. Sebenarnya itu ceweknya Mark. Karena
orang tua cewek itu teman ayah dan ibunya Shane, jadilah mereka mau
ditunangkan. Tapi cewek itu menolak, dan Shane broken heart. Jahatnya cewek itu,
ia pernah menjadikan Shane sebagai pelampiasan, karena ribut sama Mark.
Tapi syukurlah. Akhirnya ia menikah, dan sudah mempunyai buah hati. Ia
Menikah dengan saudara kandung Nicky, Gilian.

Kian Egan

Nama lengkap : Kian John Franciss Egan

Nama panggilan : Kian, Trigger

TTL : Sligo, 28 April 1980

Ibu : Patriciyah

Ayah : Kevin Egan

Band pertama : Scord

Nicky Byrne

Nama lengkap : Nicholas Bernard James Adam Byrne

Nama panggilan : Nicky, Nico, dan Nix

TTL : Dublin, 9 Oktober 1978

Ibu : Iyvone

Ayah : Nycholas Byrne Sr.

Band pertama : Westlife

Mark Feehily

Nama lengkap : Mark Michael Patrick Feehily

Nama panggilan : Freddie, Mark

TTL : Sligo, 28 Mei 1980

Ibu : Marie Venon

Ayah : Oliver Feehily

Band pertama : IOU

Bryan McFadden

Nama lengkap : Bryan Nicholas McFadden

Nama panggilan : Bryan, Deutzy

TTL : Dublin, 12 April 1980

Ibu : ...

Ayah : ...

Band pertama : Cartel

☺ Sejak remaja, Bryan memang dikenal sebagai raja jahil di lingkungannya. Sampai-sampai Mark yang waktu itu dikerjain hampir batal tampil di panggung, karena kostumnya disembunyikan di bawah meja, yang taplaknya menutupi sampai ke lantai. Dan, pernah bikin Kian sampai ketinggalan pesawat, saat mau manggung di Spanyol. Dia harus bayar pesawat dengan uang pribadinya. Untung waktu itu ia memegang uang cash dan bawa kartu kredit. Juga pernah membuat ulah di restoran milik Shane. Ia ngerjain para tamu dengan tikus putih.

aku baru dapet segini hehe..

IX-7

eiya blooog sekarang aku udah kelas 9 dooong hahaha.pelajarannya tambah berat deh, trus tanggung jawabnya gede bgt-_- kelas aku di 97. aku skelas loh sm habib hehe.wali kelas 97 bu enah. baik sih tp kalo ngomong pake b.ing kan rempong bgt-_- trustrus masa olganya ga sama ibeh aaaaa:'( mau sama ibeeeeh. tp biarindeh gapapa:( aku duduk sm novi. no.absen aku 19 deh kayaknya. selama kls9 rasanya tuh gapengen sekolah lagi. pelajarannya tuh ribet trus gurunya gitu semua ih. tptp enak sekelas sm habib hahaha. okedeh welcome IX-7 :D

Something 'Bout Love

Every night it’s all the same
You’re frozen by the phone
You wait, something’s changed
You blame yourself every day
You’d do it again
Every night

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love

When you were young
Scared of the night
Waiting for love to come along
And make it right
Your day will come, the past is gone
So take your time
And live and let live

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love

Don’t fight
Don’t hide
Those stars in your eyes (in your eyes)
Let em’ shine tonight
Let em’ shine tonight

Hang on
Hang in
For the ride of your life
It’s gonna be alright
Hold on tight

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees (to your knees)
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love

Whoa oh oh oh..
Set’s you free
There’s something bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain

 

Fall For You:')

The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

my blog back:D

asikasiik blog gua balik wkwk. kemaren sumpah emailnya tuh lupa bgt, gua kira ke hack atau apa eehtaunya gua yg amnesia. untung aja belom gua tutup ini blog kalo ketutup kan sayang2. anjiiirr seneng bgt hahaha:D

w/BF:D

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yaallah kenapa sih sifat lo berubah? lo jd keras kepala. kenapa si? gua bingung kenapa lo kayak gitu. ga bisa ngertiin perasaan gua sedikit aja. gua bosen sama sikap lu yg kayak gini. mau lu tuh apa? sekarang gua serahin semua ke lu deh. sekarang mau lu apa? tinggal sebutin gua ikhlas! daripada gua yg repot

YOU BELONG WITH ME

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset 

She's going off about something that you said 

Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do 

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night 

I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like 

And she'll never know your story like I do 

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts 

She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers 

Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find 

what you're looking for has been here the whole time 

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you 

Been here all along, so why can't you see 

You belong with me, you belong with me 

Walk in the streets with you and your worn-out jeans 

I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be 

Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself 

Hey, isn't this easy 

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town 

I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down

You say you're fine, I know you better than that 

Hey, whatcha doing with a girl like that 

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers 

She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers 

Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find 

That what you're looking for has been here the whole time 

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you 

Been here all along, so why can't you see 

You belong with me 

Standing by and waiting at your back door 

All this time how could you not know baby 

You belong with me, you belong with me 

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night 

I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry 

And I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams 

think I know where you belong, and I know it's with me 

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you? 

Been here all along, so why can't you see 

You belong with me 

Standing by and waiting at your back door 

All this time, how could you not know baby 

You belong with me, you belong with me 

You belong with me 

Have you ever thought just maybe 

You belong with me 

You belong with me